You said I was made of starlight, in a cheap blue dye
Like some vintage fabric that starts to run when I cry.
And I let you say it, I watched you watch the screen,
Pretending that this small dark room was all that I had ever been.
I was just a silhouette against the blinds, a whisper in the heat,
Waiting for the weather in my chest to finally admit defeat.

The mirror was just a frame, the frame was just a lie,
Reflecting back a version I was told I had to buy.
I should be so much happier than this—
Why'd you take away my bliss.

​You tried to sell the footage, the clips of me at eighteen,
A ghost in the machine where the body was never clean.
You placed the blame, you named the shame, you kept this bird paper thin,
So I could see the woman that you swore could never win.
I learned the cadence of the lie, the beat you told me I could keep, bet it was quite the feat,
but your world is so GOD DAMN cheap

​The mirror was just a frame, the frame was just a lie,
Reflecting back a version I was told I had to buy.
I should be so much happier than this—
Why'd you take away my bliss.

​I’m cutting the wire, I'm shattering the frame,
You don't own my fire, you don't own my name!
I found the truth inside the dark machine,
And now, I'm unplugged, I'm alive, I am clean!
​And I knew the whole time I was on display,
A perfect little package you could claim any day.
I took the pill, I claimed what's mine, including all the honest lines.
I broke the mold you built to keep me small,
I am the truth you never thought you'd call.
I found the switch, and it wasn't fear, it was rage just to be perfectly clear.

So fuck you anyway!
So fuck you anyway!
fuck you anyway-





My Bliss